thoughts..

I haven't been writing for a while..this doesn't mean I wasn't thinking of you, or that I quit praying for you..it's just that there are times when I think all this is worthless..I wish I could believe more..I wish all this waiting wasn't this long..and then, I wonder why does God wants me to wait for so long

..I wonder what is it that I still have to learn before YOU get here? What is it that I'm still not good at? I know someday you'll be laughing at all these childish thoughts, but I want you to know I love you! I always did and always will :)
Last night I had a weird dream..u were with me :) oh, it felt so good in your presence! It was the weirdest dream I've ever had, yet the lovliest! There's nothing better in the world than knowing I am loved..You complete me.
Do you ever write to me? Do you think of me as often as I think of you? Do you...love me for real?
These are just a few thoughts that crossed my mind all this time I haven't written..
Well, I hope I'll get to hear the answer to all this someday..just remember you are in my thoughts and prayers and YOU ARE LOVED!
Hugs and kisses,
Yours,
Ana