So amazing! I keep thinking of you.. and sometimes, the dreams that I have are about you. I can feel that confidence that you are in my dreams.. then I wake up, and you're not here... and I miss you like crazy. I wonder where you are and what you do? Are you really thinking of me too? Today I had one of those dreams.. I "bumped" into you, searching for mom in a place like a barn. You were there, and I knew it was "YOU"... but we didn't really knew each other. I just asked if you've seen my mom, and you said no, so.. we \ sat together and talked for a while, then you threw me in the swimming pool that was behing me, held my hand, got me under the water and took me at the bottom of the pool; there was a door. You got through that door, and wanted me to go through as well, but because of my claustrophobia, I couldn't.. so I lost you :(( I woke up and could hardly breath.. then I started missing you, like a whole lot.. how can I miss someone I've never seen before? It is so hard to understand why do I feel like this.. and how long do I still have to wait until you get here? I just pray that the Lord anchors my heart in Him and brings me peace until you get here.. and after, of course.. there are days when I miss you like crazy, and the only thing that gives me peace is feeling God's warmth embrace.. you know, He is faithfull, He's never left my side. He holds me, and lets me cry on His shoulder, He even wipes away my tears and fills my heart with joy! He is amazing!
Well, I just pray that your week will be blessed and that the Lord lets you know that I've been thinking of you and have been missing you today more than ever before.. I love you and can't wait to have you here with me forever (and a day).
Big hugs to you
Yours always,
Me
